I know.. "good bye? what's that about?"
well....
you see....
With everything that i was talking about...
I just have one final thing to say...
And that is...



Now that i have your attention, i just wanna say thank you all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH for the support and those kind kind words! :3
I guess i really just had to be reminded of all of the awesome friends i have that actually have my back and will support me.
When i get time, those special friends will get a special little art from me.


NOW! onto the stuff i wanted to talk about. *clears throat*
Good bye school!! i see the door that i will walk through! it's sooo close!! I will be done with finals, done with the semester by Christmas Eve Day D:
yeah... that's how late I'm completely out. stupid huh?? ANd to top that bull crap off, it's only because i have a final, ONE FINAL on the 23rd.... one... 8 AM to 10 PM. ugh. i really dislike hte professor anyways. I really hope i do well on my final grades though :3

You guys SHOULD be seeing more art from me soon. i have a ton of art being worked on. really... a lot of art. i have many ideas and quite a few sketched out and a few being inked as i type this and pause and ink

Keep your eyes open!!



ANd i will be featuring more art soon. i just dun have a lot of time lol

OH! and i'm not in the xmas spirit yet D: college is taking all my "spirit" away lol

~~~~~~~DA STUFFERS~~~~~~~~~
progress:
-haven't started
-idea
-doodling
-sketching
-inking
-coloring
-finished!

Art Trades/requests: closed
done

Commissions: OPEN!!
PM ME FOR DETAILS

Nonprofit Commissions:
CD cover

Contest/Competition:
done
done


AL Challenge

Other:
Convention art
New Avatar for me
New journal Header for me- temp
Couple Pic
Secret Santa

Literature:
"Painful Love Healed" working on.
"Chained: Unjustified" working on Chap. 15
"Caring Eyes of a Dragon" working on Chap. 7

Clubs I'm in:
AWESOME club for traditional artist/appreciators

Its not really a club, but a group! it's very similar to TAPS for all those Ghost Hunter fans out there. check it out

what a GREAT idea!

FairyTail fans, this is a cool club

I don't like to rant on major scale but i feel like no one really cares to hear about it but i still want to get it out how i feel...

I know... strange.. me, down? doesn't happen often... but it's true. I am really not happy... not with pretty much anything... Not in the holiday season anymore either...
well... not right now...
I'm a nobody to so many. I'm just some okay artist that doesn't stand out at all...
Drawing has become a chore instead of an enjoyable hobby...
No one even listens to what i tell them anymore. They shrug it off. thanks for the slap in the face...
I'm tired of them, i'm tired of it. You want to rant? Fine but don't expect me to not say anything.. I'm not a piece of paper. I will give my opinion and offer advice. Don't complain to me if you aren't going to do anything either. I really don't want to hear you complain about the same crap that you won't deal with 4 times a day.
And another thing, i feel like i am nothing, not only on here, but in my family. they have no respect for me. I don't know how many times i have to SCREAM at my sister to obey the house rules or how many times I have to take care something while I am the ONLY ONE doing something important like HOMEWORK... They ask so much of me and i don't ask for anything in return... I mean the only thing i got for my birthday form my family was a movie i never even really asked for... and that was from my mom, not even a hand made card... for their birthdays i made something for them or went and got them something. where's MY appreciation!? Where's what i think i rightfully deserve??
I help out, and i get nothing in return. where is the reciprocation and balance in that??
How is that fair?
Yes... i understand we aren't wealthy but a nice little heart felt note would have been suffice... Instead i get told to be an unpaid chauffeur on my birthday where i get barely any time for myself.
I try to help my mom out as much as i can, doing chores, cooking, going out and getting groceries, whatever because She feels like she's the ONLY ONE WHO DOES ANYTHNG! see??? i'm nothing.... I sweep, vacuum, laundry, dishes, whatever and it's nothing...
Here's another example.... I was upstairs, ticked off, doing homework (like always) an i get a text from my mom asking me to feed the dogs because its at a good part in the movie.... really...? does my future mean nothing??
*pauses to blow nose and dry cheeks*

in a nutshell:
I feel so unappreciated...I feel like no one respects me... The words that come out of my mouth aren't heard... i feel like i don't matter... end of story...

~~~~~~~DA STUFFERS~~~~~~~~~
progress:
-haven't started
-idea
-doodling
-sketching
-inking
-coloring
-finished!

Art Trades/requests: closed
done

Commissions: OPEN!!
PM ME FOR DETAILS

Nonprofit Commissions:
CD cover

Contest/Competition:
done
done


AL Challenge

Other:
Convention art
New Avatar for me
New journal Header for me- temp
Couple Pic
Secret Santa

Literature:
"Painful Love Healed" working on.
"Chained: Unjustified" working on Chap. 15
"Caring Eyes of a Dragon" working on Chap. 7

Clubs I'm in:
AWESOME club for traditional artist/appreciators

Its not really a club, but a group! it's very similar to TAPS for all those Ghost Hunter fans out there. check it out

what a GREAT idea!

FairyTail fans, this is a cool club

Okay sooo.... I'm participating in a Secret Santa thingy so here's my wishlist no particular order :3

1. A drawing of any of my characters
Pairings especially like Kazin X Gridelik, Janista X Fuzor, Tashimii X Kit, lol or a random one! Or my characters in cool new outfits
2. a Fan Fic of my story maybe?
3. A new Icon : DDDDDDDDD
4. a new journal header : DDDDDD

umm... i can't think of anything else but anything would be nice ^^ thanks!


The holiday season has arrived!!
and with that comes the rushing of courses to finish everything they planned @.@ aka Busy busy busy!! So that's why you haven't seen much new art BUT no worries, i am working hard on lots of different projects Liiiike.. new drawings... new Chapters, new stories?

Anyways, Happy Holidays to all way early!! Hope your season is absolutely fantastic!

~~~~~~~DA STUFFERS~~~~~~~~~
progress:
-haven't started
-idea
-doodling
-sketching
-inking
-coloring
-finished!

Art Trades/requests: closed
done

Commissions: OPEN!!
PM ME FOR DETAILS
commission (payment)

Nonprofit Commissions:
CD cover

Contest/Competition:
done
done


AL Challenge

Other:
Convention art
New Avatar for me
New journal Header for me- temp
Couple Pic

Literature:
"Painful Love Healed" working on.
"Chained: Unjustified" working on Chap. 15
"Caring Eyes of a Dragon" working on Chap. 7

Clubs I'm in:
AWESOME club for traditional artist/appreciators

Its not really a club, but a group! it's very similar to TAPS for all those Ghost Hunter fans out there. check it out

what a GREAT idea!

FairyTail fans, this is a cool club

CONTESTS!!
has an AWEOSME character creation contest going on [link]
has a cool contest for Your OC's with a challenge!! [link]
has a character redesigning contest! [link]
has a OC character contest too! lots of chances to win ^^ [link]


are you having a contest? lemme know! maybe i'll get a chance to enter too ^^

FEATURES!
How many people have seen i've been featuring art?? and OFFERING FOR FEATURING YOU TOO??
You guys wanna be featured?? lemme know!! What a certain piece featured? Send me the thumbnail! it'll be up here. ^^



Etc...
I would really appreciate some support in the commission department. I really really would. T^T
4 weeks left of the semester and still as busy as ever.

~~~~~~~DA STUFFERS~~~~~~~~~
progress:
-haven't started
-idea
-doodling
-sketching
-inking
-coloring
-finished!

Art Trades/requests: closed
her character-> [link]

Commissions: OPEN!!
PM ME FOR DETAILS
commission (payment)

Nonprofit Commissions:
CD cover
1 Story Sketch
2 & 3 Story Sketch
Story drawings for Cayce

Contest:
done
done
AL challenge drawings. done



Other:
Convention art?
Makire
random girl- stays as sketch practice
fuzor and family
fuzor and Jan sigs
New Avatar for me
Gridelik Demon form- stay sketches
New journal Header for me- temp

Literature:
"Painful Love Healed" working on.
"Chained: Unjustified" working on Chap. 15
"Caring Eyes of a Dragon" working on Chap. 7

Clubs I'm in:
AWESOME club for traditional artist/appreciators

Its not really a club, but a group! it's very similar to TAPS for all those Ghost Hunter fans out there. check it out

what a GREAT idea!

YES! FRIGHTFUL FOREST!! knwo what that is?? bet you dooooon't XP It's the haunted trail walk IN MY BACK YARD!!! BWAHAHAHAAHAH!! yep! We're doing the first haunted Trail walk in our back yard. WOO! it's gonna be SO MUCH FUN! i can't wait. i hope it's a good turn out :/ it's freeeee so i don't see why it wouldn't Can't wait until Fridaaaay I'm gonna be the insane asylum girl

Halloweeeen!! woO! i don't know what we're gonna be doing but i know it should be fuN!! I don't need any mroe candy. my stash is still full loL~!! i don't even know what to go as if i did. probably just use my trail walk costume >:3

yepp... that's right.. school.... Fun.. funn... NOT! i have two tests on Friday and for one of them i have to know 111 different terms for a test that's only gonna have 10 of them on it!!! DX< how messed up is that!?
but besides that, i know my midterm grades. :3 not bad. one C- though... so... i gotta make sure it stays there or goes up >< stupid evil professor...
BUT as you all can see, i am really getting used to my schedule so I'm managing to find time to draw!! of course i still have a huge to do list... bit it's slowly shrinking!! Maybe i'll have some kind of CONTEST!!

You guys wanna be featured?? lemme know!! What a certain piece featured? Send me the thumbnail! it'll be up here. ^^


Blah....
Tagged.... by: =White-winter-fox
Rules:
1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
4. Then tag three people.


I chose:
Rizue
Gridelik
Remora

Who/What are you?
Rizue:A Red Pandaaa!! wiff fwuffy ears :3
Gridelik: ..... *squeaks, blushing gently* F-Fennec F-Fox.... D-Demon...
Remora: IDK!! T^T I have to bite people in the neck to live! i dun wannaaaaa

Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Rizue: Maybe but i dunno *ponder*
Gridelik: *shakes head slightly*
Remora: They tell me i do... but i don't think it's blood. AHH!! BLOOD!

What's your height?
Rizue: uuuummm.. *stands up on hind legs, wobbling* like this? WaaH!! *falls over*
Gridelik: *hides behind a tree, whispering* ....5'... 9"?
Remora: 3 feet and 4 inches and still growing.

How old are you?
Rizue: I ish two whole years old!!
Gridelik: *blushes, hiding lower behind the tree* ...2-...20...
Remora: I'm a whole 7 years old! but i still look 5 *pouts*

Are you a virgin?
Rizue: *blinks* I'm not a drink *giggles* silly people.
Gridelik: *blushes more, not answering at all*
Remora: I'm just a kid! Perv!!! Pedophile!!

Who's your mate/spouse?
Rizue: My mate?? *tilts head, falling over again* EEP!
Gridelik: *stares at the ground, sitting on the ground, blushing like crazy*....
Remora: Did you not hear me, Sicko!! i'm too young!!

Do you have any kids?
Rizue: Kids? I'm still a kid *giggles* maybe not but i still ish one inside!
Gridelik: *shakes his head*
Remora: If i'm still a virgin guess that means no huh.. *crosses arms*

What's your favorite food?
Rizue: I love Strawberries!! *smiles, tail wagging*
Gridelik: *looks away, his stomach growling making him blush more*...g-good food...
Remora: I eat that metallic red liquid a lot- I-I mean um... Rare meat?

Have you ever killed anyone?
Rizue: *GAAAAASP* Kill!? Me! I couldn't hurt a fly *giggles*
Gridelik: *shakes head furiously*....
Remora: N- umm.... do non-moving bodies count??

Do you hate anyone?
Rizue: me? hate anyone? never!! *bounces around* me love everybody!!
Gridelik:.... *shivers gently, curling up* evil... s-scientists...
Remora: Who ever bit me... i haven't been the same since then! *eyes water*

Do you love anyone?
Rizue: I already said *giggles* i love everybody!!
Gridelik: *blushes furiously, keeping his head down, nodding* K-Kazin...
Remora: There's no one i can love... *cries more*

What is your job?
Rizue: *tilts head* you mean like... something i do? Does climbing trees count?
Gridelik: ....*mumbles under breath* make.... Kazin... happy...
Remora: to stay alive... that's what thy told me...

What do you do to relax?
Rizue: relax?? *giggles* i'm always excited and energetic!!
Gridelik: *blushes still* alone....
Remora: Hide out in my make shift house away from everyone...

Let's say there's a person you really care about but she/he doesn't know your feelings. How do you tell her/him?
Rizue: I would just tell them! *smiles*
Gridelik: ....... *looks off to the side* h-hold them...
Remora: I-I... I would make them mine i guess. *smiles a little*

What kind of powers do you have?
Rizue: Powers?? Hmm.. idk... *laughs* Does being cute count??
Gridelik: *glances up through his hair* ...earth..
Remora: I can move really quick, and i'm strong and i can be in sunlight for a little while.

What’s your sexuality?
Rizue: *blinks* i think Canaro explained this to me... umm.. Straight?
Gridelik: *shifts uneasily, blushing madly* ....
Remora: I don't know. I haven't figured it out. i bite a lot more men though..

What’s your favorite color?
Rizue: Red and orange and yellow and green and blue and purple and all the colors!
Gridelik: *looks off to the side, playing with his jeans* ... black...
Remora: maroonish red and dark blue

Do you know the other characters in this questioner?
Rizue: someone else is answering?? *looks around* OH! hey lookie there! *giggles and waves* hiiiiiiiii!
Gridelik: *looks over to the others and shakes head*
Remora: *waves a bit* umm... i don't think so. but i don't remember a lot.

Any last comments?
Rizue: HHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!! *pounces*
Gridelik: *disappears up the tree*
Remora: *looks to you* your neck looks tasty... *pouts*

Now I Tag: NO ONE! do it if you ish want :3

~~~~~~~DA STUFFERS~~~~~~~~~
progress:
-haven't started
-idea
-doodling
-sketching
-inking
-coloring
-finished!

Art Trades/requests: closed

Commissions: OPEN!!
PM ME FOR DETAILS
commission (payment)

Nonprofit Commissions:
CD cover
1 Story Sketch
2 & 3 Story Sketch
Story drawings for Cayce

Contest:
done
done --. [link]
star-empty:
AL challenge drawings


Other:
Convention art?
Makire
random girl- stays as sketch practice
fuzor and family
fuzor and Jan sigs
New Avatar for me
Gridelik Demon form- stay sketches
New journal Header for me- temp

Literature:
"Painful Love Healed" working on.
"Chained: Unjustified" working on Chap. 15
"Caring Eyes of a Dragon" working on Chap. 7

Clubs I'm in:
AWESOME club for traditional artist/appreciators

Its not really a club, but a group! it's very similar to TAPS for all those Ghost Hunter fans out there. check it out

what a GREAT idea!